Since I stepped in UK last December, I was aware of how things can work and be better for our families and my Baby. I have been given a chance by our Lord Jesus Christ to fullfill our dreams and aspirations in life.Days turn to weeks and weeks to months and the longing for the dream has become a bitter reality, this was something that I'd really hoped would not happen...the impeccable timing of frustration and depression!
So many sleepless nights have been saved from my pillow, every night I kept thinking of how this would be given a solution, the only thing that keeps my mental state stable is the love of my family,my Baby and our Lord. So many things that have contributed to my exhaustion both physically and mentally...but my spirit will never be broken. I have prayed for this a long time and I know that He will not abandon me.
I learned something from my parents and "it's not putting yourself in the worldy level of concerns when there is pain and trials in your life but putting yourself instead in a higher level or what we call Heaven."
If we only put ourselves to what we are meant to do or accomplish by ourselves, through a worldly level it may break us apart. Knowing that we cannot solve our problems by ourselves alone. Even if we did try our best to come up with solutions in our everyday problems it would be futile, temporary, inadequate and with compromise.
While giving your concerns and problems to the Lord, this will lead to contentment, bliss, felicity, guaranteed to be the solution to your earthly problems. With it, He gives more, healing on our physical, mental and spiritual well being for the rest of your lives.
I have been weary all my life and I still go on for I know, I believe that God will show me the way to a life that will be worry free with my Baby. I'm not giving up on our dreams my Love, for God will exalt us and will be with us until eternity comes.
